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Click here to support Suzi's Fund:Disabled and Abused. HELP! by Suzi Bell

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GIVING UP, GIVING IN.

Looks like I’ll be shutting down my fundme attempt and give in. I’ve been up for three days and can come to no other conclusion. Thank you all for your help, it’s meant the world. I’ve started an Etsy store for my Educational Clip Art, so check out SuziBeesDesigns on Etsy, or http://www.teacherspayteachers.com/Store/suzibeedesigns.

…It’s with a sad heart that I do this, but thanks for the joy it gave me.

www. suzibeedesignsthings. com

 

and please donate if you can: 

 

http://www.gofundme.com/needoutofthecircleofabuse

PLEASE CIRCULATE WIDELY! I don’t know a lot of folks on tumblr & I am in desperate need of donations and support. Anything helps, $$$, thoughts, words, and reblogs!

TW: Abuse, Alcohol, 

My name is Suzi Bell, I’m 26 yrs old, passionate about music, art of any kind, and keeping things fun… I was born with Cerebral Palsy and have spent my life reliant on the help and care of my family and friends. I have a walker and a wheelchair (for longer distances or painful days) but my walker is my heart. Her name is Petunia, she’s lime green and zebra print, and without her I would crawl. My condition could definitely be worse, but it’s hard to walk any distance (especially on different terrains), carry things, climb steps, make food, blah blah blah.

I recently discovered that my mother has been lying to me and stole and coerced over $100,000 left to me by my dad and grandmother. This is on top of stealing my car a week after my house burned down, signing my disability benefits to herself, filing for ownership of my graphic design company, and if not physically hurting me, constantly telling me how no one could ever put up with helping me and I’ll never succeed in life. I disagree, but it’s hard to stay positive while only hearing how worthless you are, and having every financial gain I could use to begin a new and self sufficient life taken from me one way or another.

To top it all off my current living situation took a drastic turn for the worse and I will be homeless in 6 days due to an alcoholic housemate who after convincing me to move in, has finally admitted that we are being evicted due to him being VERY behind on rent. 

After finding this out I started searching for other living situations and in the process I found out about an apartment complex for folks living with disabilities. I scored an interview and was accepted (!!!) But without a steady income to handle this situation so suddenly.. I might miss the opportunity if I cannot come up with funds to move by next week.

I set up a gofundme as a last ditch attempt to pull myself out of this situation collapsing around me. I know that I am capable of being completely independent. I have finally reached the point where I am asking for help. Please donate if you can. Any help is infinitely appreciated whether it be $$$, a reblog, or just a word of support. I know I’m not alone in this world.. I know I can make it.. I just hope I can prove it.

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Evil old witch wiins.. I guess

http://www.gofundme.com/needoutoftheciircleofabuse

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Looks like I’ll be shutting down my fundme attempt and give in. I’ve been up for three days and can come to no other conclusion. Thank you all for your help, it’s meant the world. I’ve started an Etsy store for my Educational Clip Art, so check out SuziBeesDesigns on Etsy, or http://www.teacherspayteachers.com/Store/suzibeedesigns.

…It’s with a sad heart that I do this, but thanks for the joy it gave me.

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New hairs I gave myself and shirt I made myself.

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Hey guys! Thanks to you the phone bill has been paid, and I got a logo design gig (I think). My doctors are happy with how I’m doing BUT told me I need a full fasting physical and separate EKG to stay on my treatment. Needless to say, this is a huge surprise but essential expense. I love you guys, please donate or share this page if you can!

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http://www.gofundme.com/needoutofthecircleofabuse

The Backstory:

  I think the hardest lesson of all is that at some point you need to stop only acknowledging the good in people, and admit there is bad. This, unfortunately, is what I have recently learned and done. Life with Cerebral Palsy is hard enough, but with constant abuse and theft it becomes that much harder. Striving to be self sufficient is not enough when everything you gain is physically, emotionally, verbally, or monetarily taken from you. 
  The abuse began physically, with my walker being taken from me so I couldn’t get away from beatings, sometimes for no reason at all. I dealt with it silently, thinking that was the safest course of action.
  I then found out about theft I’d been oblivious to. I received nothing from my father’s will, the belongings were sold and money spent. My grandmother left me $75,000 from land she sold in a Uniform Transfer to Minors act..by the time I found out, that was gone as well. My disability checks were fraudulently signed into my mother’s possession until I found out about it nearly a year later. I started a business online, making clip art for teachers. To my surprise, my mother made herself sole proprietor and took out numerous loans and credit accounts with my business credentials. She also stole my car, sold my house..and far more than I could possibly wish to remember. Now my prescription medications are being stolen, and I’m being refused the wheelchair, scooter, hand controls, and surgery that I need. 

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I need help. I moved to an Independent Living Facility but can hardly afford that. Much less to get medication and insurance in my own name, obtain a much needed scooter, surgery to re-align both hips so that my back, hips, and knees aren’t in constant pain; on top of paying the fees to rebuild websites, re-license to meet state business requirements, and get the tools to do my design back.  I’ve tried online job after online job, from design to transcription and everything in between. They’ve either paid very little, or not paid me at all. I don’t know if I can ever fix the other wrongs done, but I at least need to cover these medical costs, and remain safe at the Independent Living Facility. Please donate anything at all, or share this page. I’m hoping this karma thing is real, and maybe, just maybe, it’s my turn to get some good deeds back :)

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Hey internet world, thank you (for the billionth time) for the continued support, mainly from strangers! It’s restored my faith in humans a bit, and made me realize that despite a few people saying spiteful or dishonest things about me locally, that people really do care; whether they personally know me or not. Money for the phone bill is almost raised, but today and this week is doctor/medication week, dun dun dun. I’ve sold my television, am trying to sell my laptop and phone for cheaper ones and/or extra money, but I’m still nowhere close to paying these things while paying the fees (slowly but surely) to re-obtain my business and get my self back on my feet and self sufficient. FOR ONCE, I’m posting this to my Facebook as well as Twitter and my contacts from this campaign. So Facebook friends, either help or ignore this. Don’t speak to me or others on topics you know nothing of. ONCE AGAIN, I LOVE ALL OF YOU AND I’M ALMOST THERE!!

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"I realize now that dying is easy. Living is hard."

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Beginning of the month, and reality hits. I’ve made progress..found a hip doctor who MAY perform the surgeries needed, started the process of registering my business again (even got an EIN!) and found a lawyer willing to help with my case(s) ..Unfortunately to get any of this going, ignoring bills and food, I’d need $1200 in two weeks. This seems impossible but I’m trying to hold on. THANK YOU ALL, PLEASE SHARE THIS MESSAGE/PAGE IF YOU CAN. every single dollar helps.

http://www.gofundme.com/needoutofthecircleofabuse

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TWO DAYS TO RAISE $600! FREELANCING ONLINE IS FAILING

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. The six donations since I considered giving up helped give me my fighting attitude back :) Still in need of at least a few hundred ASAP to keep things going. I’ve taken on jobs as a transcriptionist, and am doing a freelance design project for someone on teacherspayteachers, but the pay out is minimal at best with MANY hours of work. So, to sum this one up, THANK YOU AND IF YOU HAVE ANY ONLINE WORK LEADS, OR CAN SHARE THIS PAGE OR DONATE, I’LL MAKE ALL OF YOU SOMETHING AWESOME! (and appreciate it more than words can express)

 

www. suzibeedesignsthings. com

 

and please donate if you can: 

 

http://www.gofundme.com/needoutofthecircleofabuse

PLEASE CIRCULATE WIDELY! I don’t know a lot of folks on tumblr & I am in desperate need of donations and support. Anything helps, $$$, thoughts, words, and reblogs!

TW: Abuse, Alcohol, 

My name is Suzi Bell, I’m 26 yrs old, passionate about music, art of any kind, and keeping things fun… I was born with Cerebral Palsy and have spent my life reliant on the help and care of my family and friends. I have a walker and a wheelchair (for longer distances or painful days) but my walker is my heart. Her name is Petunia, she’s lime green and zebra print, and without her I would crawl. My condition could definitely be worse, but it’s hard to walk any distance (especially on different terrains), carry things, climb steps, make food, blah blah blah.

I recently discovered that my mother has been lying to me and stole and coerced over $100,000 left to me by my dad and grandmother. This is on top of stealing my car a week after my house burned down, signing my disability benefits to herself, filing for ownership of my graphic design company, and if not physically hurting me, constantly telling me how no one could ever put up with helping me and I’ll never succeed in life. I disagree, but it’s hard to stay positive while only hearing how worthless you are, and having every financial gain I could use to begin a new and self sufficient life taken from me one way or another.

To top it all off my current living situation took a drastic turn for the worse and I will be homeless in 6 days due to an alcoholic housemate who after convincing me to move in, has finally admitted that we are being evicted due to him being VERY behind on rent. 

After finding this out I started searching for other living situations and in the process I found out about an apartment complex for folks living with disabilities. I scored an interview and was accepted (!!!) But without a steady income to handle this situation so suddenly.. I might miss the opportunity if I cannot come up with funds to move by next week.

I set up a gofundme as a last ditch attempt to pull myself out of this situation collapsing around me. I know that I am capable of being completely independent. I have finally reached the point where I am asking for help. Please donate if you can. Any help is infinitely appreciated whether it be $$$, a reblog, or just a word of support. I know I’m not alone in this world.. I know I can make it.. I just hope I can prove it.

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FAVORITE(BESTANDWORST) “HANDICAP COMPLIMENT” I’VE RECEIVED

"you’re like a nice car, you know? you’re hot with curves in all the right places, colorful, and on wheels"

i don’t think that guy has ever been laid.

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chronicpainwarrior:

disabledmermaid:

"But you don’t look sick," says the able bodied person who has never seen a sick person wear makeup.

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THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU. The six donations since I considered giving up helped give me my fighting attitude back :) Still in need of at least a few hundred ASAP to keep things going. I’ve taken on jobs as a transcriptionist, and am doing a freelance design project for someone on teacherspayteachers, but the pay out is minimal at best with MANY hours of work. So, to sum this one up, THANK YOU AND IF YOU HAVE ANY ONLINE WORK LEADS, OR CAN SHARE THIS PAGE OR DONATE, I’LL MAKE ALL OF YOU SOMETHING AWESOME! (and appreciate it more than words can express)

and ya know, http://www.gofundme.com/needoutofthecircleofabuse

if ya can.

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  • Question: What hair dye do you use and how long does it last, it looks great? - garagebandlover
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    SO MANY different ones. I’ve found Splat (those box colors you can find at Walmart, etc.. stains like shit but stays in shockingly well) as far as the typical brands, manic panic or ion last the longest for me. Especially if you use a dime sized amount of dye mixed in with your shampoo whenever you shower. If I leave the color in to process long enough and my hair isn’t too porous beforehand it lasts about 2 months before I need a touchup